[POEM] 3:30 am thoughts

3:30 am thoughts

eyes open. heart beats.
anxious from the dreams.
abstract colors, fading images
plot gone even after moments from
being there.
you. me.
     this.
beautiful. complex. painful.

hurtful.

pulse increases. anxiety builds.
depression
     can be useful.
          can be beautiful.
               can confuse others.
comforts me.
hurts. liberates. excites.

heavy.

i want.
     this.
i need.
     this.

look at clock. 3:37.
   turn body
    close eyes
     try sleep.

///
Bellefonte, PA
April 4, 2014

About Gina Marie Thompson

writer • mom • mountain biker • outdoor adventurer • educator • social justice crusader • seeker of love & beauty• living locally • I CHOOSE LOVE ❤️
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